First off I have to say that TRANSFORMERS IS THE BEST MOVIE OF 2009! I couldn't have been any more pleased with the way that movie was made and everything about it made so exstatic! (beside the kid behind me constantly kickin my chair, even after i asked him to stop) Shia was amazing, Megan was hot and Optimus is my hero! It was well worth sleeping in past my class haha...
My day consisted of job searchin! It really gives me a headache trying to find a job. I think for the fact that I have always gotten my jobs through family connections tha I have rarely had to do this type of thing. I went to like 8 places today that all said that I should come back tomorrow or call in a couple days. What am i gonna do!? I have so much free time on my hands and it drives me insane being stuckk in the darn house, so far from anything! I think I may start doin some guitar lessons on YouTube or something. just to give me some type of educational entertainment. i NEED a job! tomorrow i will be searchin again.
The only exciting thing about today was aceing my first environmental science quiz. I spent like 3 hours preparing for it, watching the powerpoints and doing the reading, and I deserved that A. Plus it was pretty easy! This class is going to be a cake walk! haha
So, getting back to that question I posed yesterday about letting go..I had a conversation with a friend of mine today, who is much older, wiser and more experienced in relationships. She told me that when the time comes for things to be over I will know it. And for the things that are taking places at this very moment, although I might not have the right words to say or know the right approach to the situations right now, it will come when the time is right. And, ironically enouugh, I just read my horoscope and it totally fits in again with this situation. Are they trying to tell me something!?!
You may already be feeling the resistance building in someone close to you and you probably don't like it one bit. Unfortunately, pretending that it doesn't exist will only make matters worse today. You are better off acknowledging a potential problem before it fully develops. If your plans are not adequate, it's easier to reconsider them now, rather than after the fact.
Gosh! Well I don't really have anything else to say. Nothing philosophical or enlightening. I'm pretty much still trying to find myself and a job! I guess that goes in with finding myself really. I hope one day that things become a little bit easier... I hope that I will be able to take my own relationship advice and realize what I should do in this situation because it is really driving me insane. Somebody save me!
g'night all.
Good luck hunny! Keep putting yoruself our there and looking for it and the job will come in time.
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