Thursday, January 28, 2010

months gone by

My last blog was months ago and i feel like so much has gone on since then. At that point in my life i wasn't quite sure what was going on or where I was going to be. I was going through a lot of emotions and personal growth that has allowed me to find my place in this world, for the most part that is. I went through some of the hardest months yet, school wise, and feel that with that I can accomplish anything at this point. But where do I start...

I got accepted into the Teaching Education program at WWU and am an official PEHR Major.
Waterpolo season is going great and it looks like we will be placing nicely for championships although I won't be able to attend our last tournament and here is why...

I got accepted into the cast of The Naked Truth on Stereotypes. A huge performance at WWU that bashes all the stereotypes that many individuals have experienced in their lifetime and want to put out there that are hurtful. This is a huge step for me because for so long I have held back so many feelings. Nobody wants to be judged, and through this experience I will be able to share my voice about how I truly feel and what I have experienced. I am really nervous because of how emotional I am, I know this is going to be an experience that I will never be able to forget and something that is going to allow me to grow for the better.

One last thing that I need to talk about, i met a boy and I couldn't be happier right now. He is amazing and has really changed my outlook on everything from before. I was anxious at first and didn't really know what to expect. But I let it happen. We've had some major obstacles that we have overcome, but it proves that we can get through anything. I am really praying that his feelings are honest and true but at this point I have no real reason to think otherwise. He has been open and honest and he cares. Even if he doesn't think he is able to show it, he does. I hope all of this is going to turn out the way I would hope for it to.

More to come....

---pebbss